Things I Hate by Lindsay Wolff [via Mark]

 Things I Hate 

Feeling sick most days 

How much money I’ve spent and still feel sick most days

The healing culture that keeps coming up with more bogus blocks to healing

“Toxins, energies, emotional traumas”

I hate the word healing

I hate the word healing

I hate the word healing

I hate how she recovered and I can’t

I hate people who run and hike and ski

I hate all babies and all women who have them

I hate that we are ruining our earth and no one talks about that

I hate doctors who charge $350 an hour

I hate supplements

I hate creative resistance

I hate living with pain

I hate fucking getting tired every afternoon

I hate that this has been going on for over ten years

I hate people who try to fix me not knowing ANYTHING

I hate how I complain 

I hate how much I obsess and read and know so much and none of it matters

I hate going to Home Depot

(Actually I like it)

I hate that I don’t trust my protocol

I hate how I’m not resentful about all of it 

I should be

--Lindsay wrote this on her phone this past Saturday when she was on the bathroom floor in agony [she's had Lyme's Disease for a decade]. She gave me permission to share this.

With Lindsay at Northwest Coffee on Laclede